I’m able to do my best thanks to everyone’s comments.
A lot of you also said “You don’t have to force yourself to write in your blog!”, but unlike Twitter, updating in the Salon isn’t tough at all, so I think when I have time I’ll continue to update here.
Because it’s really not a burden at all.
Still, the contents are going to be very real and the complete opposite of the dreamy content you would expect, so I’m going to affix the hashtag #KOJI闘病 (Koji’s fight against illness)
Reading such a realistic blog will probably be hard at times, so feel free to wait until a day when your feelings have calmed down to read them.
First day in the hospital.
It was a day of turbulent waves, alternating between difficult moments and free time.
I was also able to ask about my detailed treatment schedule.
It seems like it’s going to be a lot tougher than I initially thought…
I have no choice but to do my best, so I’ve decided I’ll get through this!
I still have some time today and tomorrow, but from the day after tomorrow for a number of days after that, I feel like I don’t know if I’ll be able to show up.
So if I stop writing here, just think “He’s really doing his best.”
But I also feel like it’s going to be ok.
I wanted to try saying something carefree like that.
It seems like I have free time today until light’s out.
I think I’m going to relax for a bit, then sleep properly after light’s out, then work hard to treat my body.